melz world

a secret site where I can capture my deepest thoughts about my infertility and other whatnots


Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Number 3

The miscarriage began the day that I was leaving for London. My flight was at 10 PM and I was paniced. It was so heavy and I had a window seat in the business section which meant I was going to have to climb over the other aisle passenger's bed. Not an easy task. I was very lucky to be traveling with a co-worker who was kind enough to swap his seat with mine that was right by the restrooms and on the aisle. That helped a ton. Otherwise, this mc was not as heavy and painful as my last one. So next step is have an u/s and make sure that all of the tissue is gone and numbers are returning to zero. I think I will just take pregnancy tests until the pee stick shows negative, then I will get the blood work done to confirm the HCG numbers are at or near zero. I am sure I will have to wait 2 to 3 months before beginning the next stim cycle.

After all of this sad stuff, I am now going to shift gears and fill out a survey that I got tagged with. Looks like fun. :)

5 Items in my fridge
  • cheese (my favorite food)
  • grapefruit juice (pregnancy craving favorite)
  • salad dressings
  • taco bell sauce
  • giant jar of relish from 4th of July 3 years ago (it doesn't go bad - it's pickled)
5 items in my closet
  • fluffy slippers with giraffe motif
  • multiple purses (+ new Gucci bag from Hong Kong)
  • baseball cap collection
  • shoe collection
  • oh yeah, my husbands clothes
5 items in my car
  • gum
  • 4 different car chargers
  • shopping bag that needs to have something returned
  • change
  • baggy with towel in it to test if husband is allergic to a cat that we are looking at adopting from a rescue
5 items in my purse
  • smart phone
  • digital camera
  • flash drive
  • passport
  • gum