Once again a Bridesmaid, never a Bride

Last night I was doing some work (yes, it was Saturday night and I was working, and I know that that makes me lame), when an email shows up in my inbox. Another friend is pregnant. As soon as I saw the title of the email, I just closed the email. I couldn't even bring myself to read it. I just broke down. My husband was very comforting and encouraging. The hard part will be on Monday when I have to see her at bowling. I should be happy for her, but instead it just leaves me to feel more and more inadequate.